"Where there's smoke, there's a fire. Where there's U there's desire"

I'm thinking about nothing, not even aware of what I'm doing. I am tired but I'm not working. I heard but I'm not listening. I'm here but I'm not existing. I breathe but I'm not living.What is it with me? I have no one; besides my body, I need a man who is worthy,genuine & sincere because being alone is not easy. I miss to hold someone around my arms. I don't know who'll give me relieve for, I don't know whom to believe.Here, still on the rebound,hoping for someone to come around who'll put me together and be with me until forever. This is my attitude when I am lonesome. I like to make a "Self Poetry" (Hehe). Anyway, here are my other sides: A simple honest,good heart for all living kinds; lovely lady who love life. Who love to love and be loved.Has a sense of humour who believes that life's complexities and mysteries mystify's me but at the same time inspires me that life and love has to be lived with the knowledge that everyday is a discovery. Has a big heart,lots of love to give.Smart,intelligent,respectful & super friendly there won't be any dull moments if you're hanging out with me. I can be super crazy sometimes for fun, enjoying moments! I'm very outgoing and adventurous person. I'm not vain but I wanna pamper myself every now and then. I don't conform to feeble desires in life. I am very passionate & get attracted to most various things. I am very flexible person, open-minded; open to talk for any subjects. A happy, take it easy person that has an ambition in life. I am very caring wants to be cuddle and cared, who always understand you, very sweet (sweet as candy, Joke!) but you can try, how sweet & good the life being together with me.I I like to know what is- in it with that inner core part, that want to puff up and let me explore inside & discover the marvelous thing that those human rarely thinks existed.I want to take up that lesson & study YOU.

"Find a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls me back when I hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to my heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch me sleeping,wait for the man who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world when I am in sweats, who holds my hand in front of his friends, who thinks I'm just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have me, the one who turns to his friends and says,"that's her."