ITS JUST ME..NOTHING UNUSUAL

i really don't give a fuss to those people who judge me because of what i wear,how i speak and how i act,or simply my attitude/personality. its a matter of respect,i think i deserve it cause i never stepped in anyone's shadow. I've change a lot to prove myself and not to be talk by other people. i have my flaws and i don't deny them. i'm as real as i can,so as much as possible i go for real people too.
i always strive for perfection. i'm confident and authoritative, i am friendly and loves to mingle with people.
i want a sweet man not strong enough to hurt me..and can love me as i am..ahd who will make my life worth living with him.
i am sweet,fun to be with and i love cooking for the one i love. i love to care a lot to my love one.
i may be childish sometimes but i'm serious when it comes to relationships.i'm afraid to lie and disappointing other people. i am hardworking and trustworthy i'm as real as i can.i love kids so maybe when the time comes i really wanted to have my own..
i dream of having my own orphanage someday ,so i can let those street children live there and those who are homeless. i wanted to build a organization wherein i can help other children go to school and have their studies.

MY IDEAL GUY IS: a man of substance,given with incomparable wisdom, firm on his convictions,has this astounding disposition towards life. a serious yet a joker sometimes. someone who can love me for who i am. i want a sweet man not strong enough to hurt me..and can love me as i am..ahd who will make my life worth living with him. i want a serious relationship and a man who won't hurt me as well as my child. a person who will not take me for granted and who won't leave me. someone with whom i can spend the rest of my life with.